Thoughts lately!

I think the common thought for second time moms is 'how can I love another as much as I love this one?' But I don't see that as a problem. I have wanted another baby since we got married. That was three years ago. Plus, I already love this baby so much! And, I don't even know who it is yet! We find out if its Penelope or Elton in a mere 5 days! My thoughts gravitate towards- 'how are we going to do this all again?' And 'how will this one be different?' Will they look alike? Act alike? Will this one be such a cutie too? How could we be so lucky? Will Dru be the funny one and Elton be the smart one? Will Dru be the smart one and Penelope be the funny one? Ah, I can't wait to know. Between my sisters and I , I think Christy is the smart one, Beth's the realist and I got the funnies. The other night at my friend Monica's birthday party I had everyone laughing quite a few times. And, a couple weeks ago I cracked two corny jokes in two separate locations and I got THE BEST belly laughs from total strangers. I love to make people laugh, but I know I have to watch my negative humor. I can take a complaining statement and throw a little wit in there, but the fact is: I'm complaining. I get the best giggles when it's about positivity! As this pregnancy progresses and it feels more and more real my thought go on and on. It's fun and exciting. Even though I have had a child before, this is a completely different experience. Having a baby at 20 and again at 26- you got two completely different pregnancies! Down to almost every detail. There are a lot more people in my life this time too, and I'm so thankful for that!